It was last evening when I got this view (momentarily)

Something not common

I don't know what normal or abnormal actually means to other people since I don't communicate and socialize with many but from the people I've communicated with , I do know that i'm considered quite abnormal considering the fact that abnormal doesn't mean I'm unable to think or perform regular activities well. So, I've recently figured out that I'm a bit sociopathic and yes, I've been  inspired a lot by the influence of the character joker from the movie batman. No, it doesn't mean I have a destructive perception but surely does mean I kind of dislike optimism and normality. So, here it is , here's how I actually am mentally (in a nutshell).

Okay, its gonna be this way now. I'm just gonna write a few things everyday that explains me and no, I do not just mean to explain myself to others; I just wanna influence people and maybe help the ones going through a mental instability or a trauma.

about me

okay, i'm going to begin with my introduction. I'm called Manix Malakar. I belong from a small country between India and China called "NEPAL" and i dont expect many of the readers to know this place. No worries, i'm not going to waste your time by telling you some boring stuffs and such. I'm actually 19 and a Pisces. I'm not an Optimistic person but i do think in a positive aspects sometimes.

I've tried blogging before too which didnt actually work out well probably because i was too lazy to make it a regular or a routinized kind of thing. But i hope to give this thing a continuity this time. well, i cannot tell you about my prospective or  my ideas caz we all know that our thoughts keep on changing every single day; just the personality remains.

I'm feeling too empty lately and i dont even know the reason. thats the reason i kinda quit fb and im trying to make my life better. im going to write and post every single thing about me soon and keep posting about how my life has been going on, all the negative and the positive aspects included. hence, i need some motivation and i guess i will certainly get em. never be shy to comment and yeah critics are entertained and welcome.